A Never Ending Dream <3

Tuesday, January 29, 2008
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freak.. i hate drafting legal opinion.... hate it... totally..

tort law... haven really do much... freak.. how? i have been drafting legal opinion since i came home... freak .. i wanna do tort... ok i shall start tml...

yesterday... nth much.. there was tort consultation.. quite happy that he said we r on the right track.. but.. there are still some confusions for me... my brain is not working well... freak..
after that, we walked to the bus stop.. kim accompanied me... then while waiting for our bus.. kim said she felt like eating.. then i felt like eating.. then we decided to go and eat.. there were 2 choice.. itas and jup's cafe.. so we scissors paper stone.... i won again.. so itas.. then kim can use my com to do ppt for her pt..

cleone, vanny and serene were still at the taxi stand waiting for cleone's dad to fetch them.. damn funny lah.. so.. kim used my com and ate some snacks and i ate pasta... we stayed till 6.30? i think..

today.. mr j was absent.. we thought he will come back for crim law.. but he didn't.. i guess he was in pain... stomach ulcer... ouch...
this qn came across my mind.. "is there something wrong with his stomach?"

we slacked in the class and decided to go for sl interview... scenarios given was damnnnn difficult... kim's was worse than mine.. but overall shld be ok... serene wasn't high for interview.. but after that.. she went crazy again... whe's a freak mannssss... haha..

socio presentation on thursday.. not looking forward.. my feet still has blisters.. which is freaking pain...

Enchante(e)<3

10:50 PM

Sunday, January 27, 2008
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haha.. i like mr j's smile! haha.. look at the photo.. mrj, des, kim and vanny are slanted... haha!
i love u, you love me, we r happy family!
eh. our family is so cool! we have a SENIOR PROSECUTOR INSIDE!!! and law students.. omg sounds cool.... haha..

i'm kind of high now.. but dun feel like doing proj... tort... oh no... can't find cases man...

Enchante(e)<3

6:53 PM

Saturday, January 26, 2008
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Umbrella- word that touches ur heart...

When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella

Freak show by britney- not that the song is nice... but whats meaningful is when mr j hears this song.. he will think of us... FREAKS!

Make it a freakshow, freak
Freakshow
We can give 'em a
Peep peep show, peep peep show
Peep show

Don't stop and let it flow
Let your inhibitions go
It's crazy now
Let's make them make a freakshow

Enchante(e)<3

11:00 AM

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some of the girls from t05... =D

look at the smile on our faces... totally enjoyed the whole LAW ARTS NIGHT!!! haha!
i love mr j, my idol! haha.. (profession wise).. haha

mm.. slept really early "this morning" haha... so i woke up really late... haha..

when i was mentally awake, when my eyes were too tired to open.. i was thinking.. after mr j leaves.... there will be no funny teacher.. no mr j to joke around with us... no interesting stories... omg.. i shall stop here.. haha.. it will be so terrible after he leaves.... oh freak... i shall try to enjoy while i can before this sem ends and everyone seperating... dear father jesus, i thank u for letting me be part of the "6 of us".. i thank u for letting mr j be our care person.. even if its only one year... thank u for letting me be part of t05, thank you for letting me come into law.. thank you for making everyone enjoy law arts night.. i pray that the 6 of us won't be seperated, even if some of us are in different classes, let us stay together.. allow us to say grace before lunch together... allow everyone to survive in law.. in the name of god.. AMEN!"

oh i forgot to mention that lsm tut was enjoyable yesterday!! we had parliamentary debate... shafa, ah lun, serene and some others are oppositions (ncmp, nmp that kind of thing).. and others are mps... rabia and paris proposed a bill.. and i can't believe i actually used my brain for opposing.. i made a few points.. and stuff.. haha!!!! ah lun and shafa too.. haha super fun!!! we were super high.. again! haha.. that should be all about it..

Enchante(e)<3

10:22 AM

Friday, January 25, 2008
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LAW ARTS NIGHT ROCKS!! lots of ppl turned up.. current students and alumni.. paris performed umbrella!!! haha! t05 were like "ella ella eh eh.." haha.. it was dedicated to mr j.... who is going to leave us... i'm so sad.. we were so high and shouting.. there was these part where ruz pulled mr j up and he danced!!!!! haa.. he so handsome!!!! he must be ultimate clubber! haha.. can see that mr j enjoyed the whole show.. he is so cute lor.. moving to the music.. haha.. lots of songs and performers.. then it was the end... mr j went up to say something... a farewell speech.. he talk and talk and talk.. he cried... and he made me cry too... made us girls cry.... i'm going to miss mr j... some teachers cried too...

it was so touching... then we took some photos with mr j... woohoo.. he rocks! after the whole thing.. we left.. and on our way to the bus stop.. serene was freaking freaking high.. haha. practically crazy.. haha.. then we do the mass dance and stuff... haha super funny...

more photos after i get them.. =)

i enjoyed myself today! and i'm freaking tired too

Enchante(e)<3

11:32 PM

Thursday, January 24, 2008
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ok.. this week is another week of deadline rushing... i hate lcom... lcom lab: we are suppose research for a new case in 2 hours.. and construct an outline of legal opinion.. it sucks.. i couldn't find anything.. and at the end of the 2 hours.. no one finished.. so mr j being a very nice man gave us till the next day... then it was lcom tut the next day... sucks even more... he wants us to do a client interview on the spot... wth i forgot everything already!!! i was hoping he won't choose me.. but in the end.. being really unlucky.. he chose me and paris.... it was a disaster.. but guess wat.. he said we did really well and awarded 10 points to each house... (by the way, we r named by mr j houses of harry potter... mine is hufflepuff) we r suppose to research in 45mins a new case... what the freak.. its totally crazy... we were looking everywhere for com.. only left with 30min.... then we r suppose to construct into outline and present to our senior partner, who is mr j... erm.. at least we did ok.... got 5 points.. haha... then its today.... microecons market analysis cocked up some prob.. then we discussed after lecture while waiting for vanny.. so we solved the problem and stuff.. anyway. i wanna thank VANNY LOVE for the sweets!!!! haha.. they r so beautiful.. they r like those bento set.. so cool! haha photo of the awesome sweet which i can't bear to eat it!!!! so cool right?

and tml shld be quite slack.. ok gonna rush lcom now..

Enchante(e)<3

8:02 PM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008
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in school right now... nicole juz burped... like always...
i've been a bad girl this sem.. have been skipping socio lecture alot... haiz.. freak.. i can't wake up on time... came to sch around 10.20am... so sat outside lt20 to finish up legal opinion and start on market analysis for microecons...

met up with nicole and went ilaw to look for vanny... everyone skipped cds... even vanny skipped psycho! haha.. i'm too tired.. feel drained..
had terrible cramps in mr j's class yesterday... was suffering..

Enchante(e)<3

11:27 AM

Monday, January 21, 2008
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anyone realises something? last sem, every now and then i post photos of gfs... but now.. everyone's sooo busy that we dun even have time for photos.. last sem.. we subway almost every week.. but now.. not even once in 2 weeks... now probably 3 weeks... thats so sad... mr j was suppose to have a lec with us.. but he was severely ill.. sometimes i wonder if he is really suffering from some major sickness or wat.. he is so weak.. almost every week he goes on a mc.. rumour was that he has stomach cancer.. i choose not to believe.. cause i dun want someone i noe to get this evil sickness... and he is so handsome and so cool.. he is my IDOL!!! ever since the start of school.. haha..

tort was quite slack.. but i brain storm quite alot for tort... after class.. gfs wanna print stuff so we went to print.. after that kim and i went itas to eat.. cause jupiter cafe was so hot... the sun was shining... then we ate and we did our work.. then kims frens came and staff.. then left.. then another came.. haha.. funny..

left around 6pm.. then fell asleep in the bus...

Enchante(e)<3

10:36 PM

Saturday, January 19, 2008
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this whole week sucks... things and people seemed to piss me off.. nic and i pms-ing... haha.. yeahs.. its a very stressful week... everything due.. juz finished econs article analysis... but we haven started on market analysis.. freak.. and lsm presentation sucks... the worst presentation i've done so far... i can't seem to remember my contents and had to rely on cue cards... disappointed...

but jasmine seems so nice.. haha.. oh and tort.. sucks... the progress stopped... cause everyone was so tied up by presentations... haiz...

hey red bull buddy, take care alright.. then u will be able to whack me and red bull session with me...

Enchante(e)<3

4:31 PM

Tuesday, January 15, 2008
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F... f.. f.. f.... crim pt was totally screwed up... TOTALLY... seemed that nth was right.. so halfway.. we gave up after much screwing... went straight to tutorial qns... mr j was really really generous and nice to give us a pass... juz because our attempts part was ok.... really appreciate it... juz that i'm pissed with something else... gfs know.. so i shall not elaborate here...

during lcom.. mr j broke a news to us.. i mean its not a bad news.. but it made me sad... very sad... mr j.. is leaving.. he will be teaching us for this last sem and guess wat.. he's gonna become a SENIOR PROSECUTOR!!!!!!! how cool can that be? he chose senior prosecutor instead of judge... he doesn't wanna teach anymore cause there is no more challenges anymore... at that point of time.. i wanted to say.. "teaching a class with ah lun is the biggest challenge" .. haha.. yeah.. everyone was so quiet.. from wat i think, he really likes our class.. i can this chemistry between t05 + mr j.... its wonderful... really.. i'm so sad now... but not entirely sad because he is proceeding to be someone really cool and stuff... so, i will miss him.. we will plan to hear his trials!!! can't wait.. we've listen to his interesting cases.. but not see it with our own eyes.. so, being able to be there will be so great.. i'm proud to have him as a teacher... despite the times where he screwed us upside down... but dun forget the laughter that we had... him being reminded of us when he listens to the britney's song "FREAK SHOW"... him saying "feel the love" to us... his really cute laughter.. his sacarstic look.. him telling us his stories.. us being his most bizzare class... i really love him as a tutor and a care person... gosh... our life will be so bored without him crapping with us.. scaring the wit out of us... being absent for so many times and yet we can be faster than others.. haiz..

i will probably cry when this sem ends... when mr j leaves and gfs seperated into different class...

AAAAHHH I'M SO SAD NOWWWWWW..

anyway.. thanks ah lun.. for cheering me up... for once

Enchante(e)<3

10:02 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008
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yays... my group finished crim pbl report.. finally.. and crim peer teaching ppt is more or less done.. 95%.. but dunno which part i will be teaching.. hey peeps.. must act interested ok?
was rushing projs on friday and saturday... gosh can't believe i actually rushed everything... then went orchard today.. i feel so hungry today... after lunch, i felt so freaking hungry.. then i ate traditional toast.. but i'm still freaking hungry... then i drank papaya milk... i'm growing fat...
then proceeded home.. then it rained... stupid kim sang.. confirm... was caught in the rain... then came back do work and smsed kim to scold her.. hahaha... jk..

Enchante(e)<3

9:05 PM

Friday, January 11, 2008
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reached sch freaking early today.. planned to have breakfast.. but on my way to biz park, met desmond and he pulled me to ilaw.. haha the fun part is abt to start.. madeline was there having meeting.. des didn't discuss much.. then i was so tired.. so i wanted to buy red bull.. madeline who was also very tired.. also want to drink red bull.. haha.. so we went to buy red bull and drank it on our way back to ilaw.. then zhao ling was there.. so we followed her to cheers.. guess wat.. red bull took effect!!!! haha.. madeline started to get high first.. she kept laughing.. the i started too.. then zhao ling was sooo innocent standing in the middle of 2 super high person.. hahahaha.. damn funny... we laughed all the way.. watever we said, we juz laugh non stop.. haha.. then mad and me kept whacking each other.. super fun.. whacking mad does let me de-stress.. =D

then it was lcom... mr j was sick for 3 days... he really sound sick.. but he was still so funny.. he said "even when i'm ill, i'm still good" haha damn funny.. but i'm more worried abt crim pt.. cause we were unsure of a section...

microecons... simon was funny.. but VERY draggy... he went one big round and then he said " actually there is a short cut, now let me show u" wth.. juz go straight to the short cut lah!!! then it was results time... i got 86.. WOOHOO!!! one qns of section c i got all wrong... and 1 mcq wrong.. lose 2 marks... other than that.. section B all correct.. then some minor mistakes for sec C..

lsm tut was fun!!!! we were cheering all the way.. haha.. our group was super high and enthu.. haha.. enjoyed throughout.. then after class we went to see nic again... then left.. yeah.. its friday.. can finally wake up late tml!!!!!!!

oh and i did some crim pbl, tort and socio today.. sort of finished my part.. yeah.. good progression.. but.. crim pt.. FFFFFF UP

Enchante(e)<3

9:59 PM

Thursday, January 10, 2008
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In school right now.. freaking sian.. was here too early.. went biz park to have breakfast.. econs later.. freaking sian lor... rabia juz came... alright i shall update what happened yesterday...

had socio in the morning... jillian was so retarded.. she thought lec was at 9am.. then when i was on the bus, she smsed me "u reach already right... tell me clearly which part r u sitting now?" then i was feeling freaking weird so i replied " Huh? wat toking u? still so early.." haha.. she is so funny! then after socio, went subway-ing with gfss... guess wat.. Mr J didn't come!!!! so no locom! so we once again plan to go out..kim pand-sehed us again.. we went gelare.. haha.. chilled for quite some time... then left... long journey home...

i was so tired i was half asleep when i was on msn.. i'm worried that we won't have the chance to consult him for crim law.. we will probably die..

Enchante(e)<3

9:36 AM

Tuesday, January 8, 2008
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F F F F F F F F F F F F F... yes kim, i'm getting vulgar now.. cause i'm seriously freaking bloody irritated by my mum.... shall not elaborate.. its about technology.. so, she shldn't change phone too often.. juz recently she starts to know how to use her samsung phone.. but she haven't really know everything.. now, with the more improved technology.. she asked more qns and she doesn't get it..... WTF.. i'm not planning to be a teacher in the future.. i'm not patient.. I'M VERY IMPATIENT!!!! i can't stand it already.. hey mum, since u love listening to others.. why not ask them.. stop asking me.. and irritate me and start saying i sound so impatient.. with all the proj deadlines coming really soon.. and i juz had problem with my laptop's bluetooth.. now fixed..

anyway, technology this kind of thing is self- explored one.. not teached by others.. pls dun ask the most basic thing.. omg.. i really feel trapped now.. irritated by an invisible force.. i feel like doing some sports like badminton or bball or watever.. i need to de-stress.. i was telling mad yesterday that whacking her can help me de-stress more than anything else.. haha..

anyway, mr j was not in sch today... so didn't have crim law.. (is there suppose to have one?) lcom was relieved by ms sylvia lim.. she's nice.. haha.. then we went lib to crap. while vanny's group had meeting.. my group had so little meeting lor.. they finished around 3? i think.. then we we went vanny's house.. crapped along the way.. vanny's house so nice.. i like the tv.. haha.. watching tv with good company is really cool.. thanks vanny for the snacks and drinks.. haha..
left at 5pm.. kim was bugging me to go back sch with her.. so.. i gave in.. haha.. i'm so nice. haha.. we went to watch contact rugby match.. til 6.20pm and she left for dinner.. and i left for home..

thats all for today.... tml's a long day..

Enchante(e)<3

11:46 PM

Monday, January 7, 2008
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mum got new phone... w580i.. a phone i wanted.. something that made me irritated is: there is this sms thingy T9 dictionary to aid in writing sms.. so i told her to use that few years ago.. then she f***ing dunno how to use, so i sort of like told her how to use.. then she still dunno and say its freaking slow... wtf.. then now, others tell her to use.. then she listen.. then she keep asking me how to use.. then keep asking abt functions and stuff... i seriously hate teaching.. cause i'm an impatient person.. esp.. when technology is self-learned.. so i seriously dunno how to teach... and i dun f***ing want to teach... and when she dun understand.. she gets frustrated with me.. WTF!!!! God please forgive me for being so vulgar and getting frustrated so easily. I haven been a good christian this year.. i'm sorry...

alright, maybe i'm juz too frustrated abt projs... or juz everything lah...
went to sch at 9.15am today.. had breakfast and met nic at 10 to print stuff.. we start our meeting.. and i feel we r pretty much there.. but we haven started on games for pt.. sucks... for pt pretty much behind... handed in our lsm proj after meeting... saw mr j.. the reason i mention him is because i like his dressing today... haha .. went for lsm lec.. not bad, cause its a recap of wat i did for my part for proj... so, i noe almost everything.. and she told us something. she's going to leave tp.. that's soo sad can... she juz started teaching us not long ago.. and she's leaving... maybe cause alot of ppl dun listen in her class and make lots of noise.. she's quite a nice person.. then we went itas to eat... then rushed to tort proj consultation.. mm.. we need to write in mahjong paper... and content wise... he praised us alot.. HAHAHA!! for the 1st time ever... was sooo happy... juz that our ideas need explanation... thats all...

then we went lib to meet vanny and group... crap for awhile for remy to arrive.. then cleone and me went to another table.. waited for them to finish then the proceed to meet pok for their consultation.. after waiting for abt 30 mins, cleone left.. then i waited alone for them.. then they finally finished and we WENT HOME!!! yeah.. kim took the same bus with me.. cause she see me very poor thing... (its ok kim.. i'm fine with it..)
yep.. thats all.. won't do much work today.. really exhausted.. doing tml.. sorry peeps

Enchante(e)<3

9:30 PM

Sunday, January 6, 2008
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going out later with family.. its the only time in the whole week... cause every week day, by the time i reach home will be damn late.. then do projects and stuff... sleep and waking damn early to go to sch... haiz.. this morning i couldn't wake up... i was freaking tired... couldn't open my eyes..
i kept having this feeling that i'm not done for socio... waiting for other's ppt... i'm worried for crim pt... the oral presentation fright is coming over me... we've made appointment with mr j for crim pt and pbl... he must make it.. if not i will die.. dunno why.. for this term, i have no confidence at all... i'm not secured... i was wondering if i really choose law as my choice.. from the ME now towards being a lawyer is really far... how can i make myself mentally prepared for court? i can't even calm myself down for peer teaching... it sucks..
but i've made the choice of being a lawyer since i was... like 2-3yrs old?
micro sucks... i've still not found articles for monopoly..

Enchante(e)<3

9:34 AM

Saturday, January 5, 2008
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These few days had been deadlines rushing time... so tiring... had lsm and crim law meeting yesterday.. we finished outline.. and i finished summary today... but i dun really know wat to and not to include in summary.... so it sucks...
then i went on to do some editing to the ppt... then did the crim law pt tut that desmond gave me... but couldn't find a lot of answers.. ah shit... for crim pbl, nic, cleone and i did part of the report.. but its not even halfway through.. but more or less fine with it.. showed it to desmond's neighbour, joseph who read through and said its alright... and then i did tort facts and ideas.. i sort of forgot how to do already... i think it sucks too...
basically, wat happened these days are juz project rush hour! lol...

Enchante(e)<3

4:56 PM

Thursday, January 3, 2008
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school sucks.. why? cause this is the only description i can think of.. i'm freaking tired during lessons... and tml is gonna be freakin pack because of proj meetingssss... although there is no lsm tml... i expect lots of stress.. first, lcom lec, then micro tut.. and finally.. lsm meeting for abt an hour, immediately after will be crim pbl, crim pt, tort pbl meeting.. when crim + tort + lsm= explode....

i drank red bull before sociology.. was pretty ok for socio.. but i felt freaking tired after... normally the effect can last for hours... but now... haiz...
anyway, madeline managed to whack me after micro lec... haha.. and esther helped me whack her back.. then we kept whacking each other. haha so fun..

my eyes are very itchy and dry now.. freak

oh and i wanna thank cleone and nicole for their christmas presents... cleone's present is a cup with with a lion(think so) inside.. and nicole's one is damn funny and meaningful.. haha... an umbrella.. and her note reads "/.........., in case kim sings, i bought u an ....... " haha.. cause i was always complaining "kim, stop singing, i didn't bring an umbrella!" hahah

Enchante(e)<3

9:46 PM

Tuesday, January 1, 2008
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Alright.. HAPPY NEW YEAR loves!!!! i'm still in the high mood cause it wasn't used up yesterday... went to chris's house around 3+ 4pm... before that they were playing some lawyer game.. which is so weird... but didn't really see how they play it... Yep... helped move things down to the bbq pit... the wind was really too big... my hair is all messed up.. irritating... around 6pm i start the fire.. but the wind was like really too big, so we couldn't even light the fire starter... so we use paper.. which is still freaking difficult to start.. there was a couple of times where the paper burn, but go off within a sec... so its damn irritating.. then we finally start the fire.. and slowly throw in more starter and charcoal to make the fire bigger... after awhile, the fire got bigger, and slowly burn the charcoal.. then we start bbq-ing... chris's parent invited frens... and bhb clan only had 3 at the start, then lisa came... so we didn't had much fun.... ate alot... lots of chicken wing and other stuffs... this is the bbq i ate the most.. cause normally i'm the one bbq-ing the whole time... but now there is this lady (her mum's fren) kept snatching the tongs from us... freak lor... this not only irritate me.. it also made me fat.. thats a very serious offence, lady... and there were this bunch of kids belonging to her mum's relative i think... they are ill- mannered, spoilt, noisy, rude, f*** up bunch of kids... seriously.. from the start they made me dislike them already... alright then after lisa came, we waited awhile for some food.. we brought it to the pool side to eat... so enjoyable... lisa is crazy as usual... its like the first time after so long i hear her hyena laughter.. haha... she kept showing off her shocking pink bra... haha..

then there was like 3hr+ to countdown.. so we went chris's house to play "Life".. i won.. haha.. i won.. i had the most money.. yeah! and i have no kids lor.. haha.. and chris have 3. haha.. damn productive... haha...

then we watched tv for 2.30 hrs... first was golden path, then the coffee prince, then the vivo countdown party.. lisa and i was saying how we wish to be there .... cause there is zero party mood at chris's house... then meina came.. then it was 11.30pm... so we went down to the poolside... enjoyed the wind and it was freaking cold.. of the 5 ppl.. only lisa and i were looking forward to countdown.... how high can we get? not at all... then it was the countdown... only lisa and i did... so? ... lisa and i were like saying happy new year to each other.. and i proceeded to calling ppl up.. at least they have the HAPPY new year mood.. so i felt better calling them.. but didn't manage to call quite a number of ppl... so yeah.. next year.. we go out... as in vivo, or clubs.. wherever there is the part mood going... since everyone is gonna be 18, we can go anywhere.. i've booked xuan for next countdown already... i look forward to next countdown.. if ah ma and xuan's coming.. at least there will be 4 ppl who will be high... if not we will cancel the thingy... ppl if u can't go.. inform early so i can plan something else... ok?

my cough got really bad after the wind, smoke and bbq food.. slept around 2am... cause i bathed and had to wait for hair to dry... this morning woke up with a headache... and cough...

Enchante(e)<3

11:36 AM